I don’t have to search for anything else.
It’s all embedded right into this old practice of a style of Raja yoga that traveled to the West in the 1960’s with Yogi Bhajan.
My first class was around seven years ago. I’ll never forget it. I enrolled with my boyfriend at the time and one of my best friends for an 8 week chakra course. Each class, starting at the root chakra, focused on excerises to balance and align that energy center.
Each class we would leave in an altered state of consciousness unlike we had ever experienced.
I filed it in my mind: this is important. Then I promptly forgot about it.
It wouldn’t be until last year that I would begin to practice it again.
After trying many different yogas, mostly due to my inability to find a suiting kundalini yoga class in Victoria -I found a seniors yoga, an expensive one, and one somewhere challenging to get to and confusing as to when the classes were occuring.
I said screw it.
Kundalini Yoga is the only yoga I want to practice.
None of the other yoga’s had that same depth, that same ability to alter my consciousness that effectively in a single class.
And I began to teach myself Kundalini Yoga with the help of a friend studying it in Winnipeg, Manitoba. The wonders of the internet!
In March 2013 while walking through a forest on a backpacking trip in the Gulf Islands I received the intuition that I was to take my Kundalni Yoga Teacher Training.
Yeah, right, I thought as I researched prices and locations. I was on welfare at the time, and that is a “paycheque” of $610 a month. Hardly liveable, never mind an income I can save with.
I decided if I wasn’t able to attend Teacher Training, I would practice.
Practice is one of the most important things in yoga: I need to be flexible on all levels if I’m going to teach, and I need to have an in-depth understanding of the body and the way it works. I need to understand the core of the practice, and that begins with doing it.
Each day I would walk to the beach, put out my mat, and set the intention: I will take my yoga teacher training. I would practice my set, and the various meditations that attracted me.
Without warning, my dreams uprooted me and it was time to go backpacking again, this time in California.
I continued to practice as much as I could while travelling, checking out various Kundalini Yoga Teacher Trainings. I met teachers, I chatted with other people interested in doing the training and who had experiences with the yoga, I explored it further. And halfway through the summer I began my first forty day challenge.
I came to really understand why people do the same practice everyday for a long time. Changes happen beyond the physical, permeating the mind, emotions and soul.
I felt my soul come alive in a way that it wasn’t before, and my body grow in strength and flexibility.
I felt my self-esteem rise with my self-worth, and a deeper understanding of who I am came to surface.
Suddenly I was finding support from all areas of my life and all the people I encountered, including my family whom offered to pay for part of my Kundalini Yoga Teacher training, even when I didn’t think I would be able to make it.
I found myself teaching people.
I planned to leave Vancouver area and travel South. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t leave. Some obstruction would come up, no rides were to be found, something strange would happen.
And one day in my practice I had the realization it would be self-sabotage if I didn’t take the training. If I didn’t follow my intention. If I didn’t take the opportunity being presented to me on a silver platter.
On the last day that the course was open to enrolment I walked into YogaWest and registered. My mom called and made a payment for the first instalment of my payment plan. (Thanks mom!)
That weekend I attended my first class as a Kundalini Yoga Teacher-in-Training. That was only about two weeks ago from the time of this writing.
As one of my friends said, “Everyone who attends the training is called and has some mysterious way of showing up and being there despite all the odds. If you’re ready, you will be there.”
For me, this practice is a game-changer on all levels of my being. I’ve never experienced a practice as powerful as this in moving through the blockages and karmas that surround and are in my field. After just a few days of doing any of the meditations and kriyas I feel the shifts occurring.
I’m on my second 40 day challenge. Part of it is class homework, and I’ve added two meditations to do daily to focus on different aspects of my life that I feel need some extra support.
Already deep shifts and where I focus my time and energy are changing.
I’m a writer. And I want to blog about what I learn.
So I’ll keep you posted.
Have you tried Kundalini Yoga? What have your experiences been like?
Wow, what an inspiring tale! I’m also in the low income category but luckily with the determination and intuition you also obviously have. Thanks for sharing, because I am also at a point where I feel as if I need my certification but I keep traveling along, absorbing more, knowing that that time will come. Best to enjoy the ride.
Hearing you speak of performing the same practice repetitively for days or months rung true with me. I had an string of enlightening experiences occur which began with doing just that (but at the time I had no clue that losing yourself in the repetitiveness could invoke such states!)
I haven’t practice Kundalini as much as my other styles (I have connective tissue disorders so I became very selective to “my styles”). However, I have practiced Kundalini more than a handful of times and I am incorporating it more and more into my self created practices. WOW. I believe yoga is about moving energy around in your body and if any style does it best, it may be Kundalini! I would love to hear more about your journey into your Kundalini experiences and teachings. My “guiding intuitions” I receive have been pointing me toward Kundalini as well. Very exciting!
Thanks for sharing!
-TGFY
Thanks for reading and commenting!
I felt the call and I’m really glad that I didn’t self-sabatoge myself by not attending the teacher training. So far it has been precisely what I was looking for to study on many different levels.
I’m curious about what will happen when I do a continous practice. So far after 40 days I stop. I would like to find a practice to do for more days. What is the longest practice you’ve done and what style were you doing?
I understand being selective with your yogas. I have injuries in both my knees that I’m careful with. It turns out in the yoga texts I am looking at that the same exercises given to me by the physiotherapists are recommended by Yogi Bhajan for knee challenges, which I thought was pretty cool.
And I do believe that Kundalini does move energy best around the body. I’ve tried many styles and this is the one that I keep coming back to because it feels so “full”. If you don’t want to do a kundalini yoga set, you could always start with some of the meditations..
Stay tuned here as I have some posts coming up this month that will include an immune booster meditation. 😉
Lotsa love to you
You will find yourself in the teacher training at precisely the right time! It will all just line up. 🙂
Hey Serafina,
You asked what was the longest practice and what style was I doing?
As of yet, I’ve never practiced anything over 90 minutes. I attended a free Wanderlust day long festival for a 90 minute set and practiced to a 90 minute set on myyogaonline.com. Actually, that was from a Wanderlust festival, too.
Do you have any input about the length of practices? As in, should I be giving a really long practice a shot for altered states?
The set I was practicing over and over again was to Rainbeau Mars’ newest dvd, ra’yoKa. This is an interesting style that she created because she incorporated repetitive moment, actually, along the lines of martial arts. This practice still stands as my favorite. I practiced to this dvd every morning for months. I actually had an awakening experience happen from doing this, hence, my comment in my last reply. (It transformed me so intensely, that I asked the universe to meet her so that I could thank her, and within months I won a contest to have a one on one consultation with her!)
Thanks for your kind words on the teacher training. My gutty kept telling me the same thing, but I was getting anxious to start as I run a yoga facebook page for my connective tissue disorders and I would like to know more so that I can share more. I’ll keep tuned in. Feel free to like my page, too. https://www.facebook.com/YogaForEhlersDanlosSyndrome
Wow that sounds powerful!
Recommendations for time length?
In Kundalini yoga we typically do kriyas for up to 3 minutes, and meditations for 3, 11 or 62 minutes. There are meditations and exercises that do vary on this, however, that is the norm.
I don’t feel you have to do any big long practice. I’ve felt strong shifts in me after doing a three minute practice. The key to bringing out the shifts though from what I understand is the commitment to doing a practice daily. The energy then builds and builds and builds causing a gradual effect in the energy that you hold.
Yogi Bhajan said that after 40 days of doing the same meditation/kriya a shift is definitely noticed and one is benefiting. After 90 days there are actual permanent changes inside the psyche. After 120 days you are fully benefiting from the exercise on all levels creating lasting change. After 1000 days you’ve attained Mastery over the Aspects of that particular practice.
🙂 !!!
I’ve only done Kundalini sporadically, and it has completely rewritten parts of my life (if only briefly) but dear Gods, I feel so silly while I’m doing it. I know that things are changing and happening, but it’s so unlike any other movement I’ve ever done (and my list is quite long)- that I’m laughing at myself the whole time.
Thank you for your beautiful blog though-I’m in a big transition currently and I have no clue how to get the pieces to align properly for the highest success. Most signs point to kundalini yoga, and I stumbled here quite accidentally.
Wish I was closer, so I could learn from you in person but I’m in California. I hope you have marvelous success in your teaching career.
Tanisha
Haha! Yes, Kundalini Yoga is one of those strange practices where all you can do is laugh at your silliness. Have you had to be a fish yet in a kriya? Or an elephant?
Thank you for reading my blog! I would be happy to meet with you via skype. I know its not quite the same.
I fell in love with California last year when I travelled there, San Francisco in particular felt like a muse, Mt. Shasta, and Santa Monica were my favourite parts. Its a beautiful place with my kind of weather! And trees!
Thank you so much
Serafina
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